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(no subject) [Aug. 9th, 2007|11:37 am]
I'm forgetting how to write, so this may not be very exciting, however...I haven't written in awhile, so I figure why not?

I'm leaving next weekend for Sweet Briar. I currently don't know how to feel. It's upsetting that everyone is more enthusiastic than myself. Summer went by too quickly. I probably didn't work enough.

I wish we were doing something, to somehow end the summer.

On a brighter note, I am buying myself a smart car.
My mother and Brian are getting married.
And my father and Kelly are getting married.
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(no subject) [Jul. 19th, 2007|07:46 pm]
you wouldn't believe it even if you saw it.
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(no subject) [Jun. 26th, 2007|09:53 am]
The summer is just starting and already it feels as if it's over. I'm not enjoying it, I hate sleeping in and feeling like shit the rest of the day, I kind of wish I had somewhere to be at 7:30 in the morning. This lounging period- before I work isn't working for me.

I'm in no way ready to leave. Everyone keeps talking of college and next year in Lynchburg- and to be quite honest, I really wish I was staying here just another year. I don't feel prepared- I think I've let myself down. It has nothing to do with Sweet Briar, that's where I want to go, blah it's confusing. I don't even wish I was in high school- that's odd. Maybe it just hasn't hit me yet, but I'm not sad, I don't feel like a chapter of my life has closed for good. High school fucking sucked. I hated everyone- it's teeming with fake annoying people who have no idea where they are going, so to diffuse this, they get fucked up during weekends. I feel out of place towards my peers. I wish I could say it's maturity, but sadly enough, that would be a lie.
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(no subject) [May. 17th, 2007|04:40 pm]
I am pretentious.

Fucking done.
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(no subject) [Apr. 4th, 2007|05:38 pm]
In less then a week, I will be flying to San Diego to spend a week on the beach having a stress free spring break. I'm worried, but I think everything will turn out okay...speaking of which I need to make a phone call.

Me and Steph overnighted Sweet Briar this weekend. It didn't exceed expectations by any means. It also didn't meet the ones I formally had. However, that's to be expected. You shoot too high and you're bound to be disappointed. I'm not sure. It's quite a shock to be so sure what your plans are for the year, and then a 360 happens and you're floating. I just keep telling myself there's good and bad people everywhere. No matter where on earth you go, you can't escape them. There will always be immoral people. Steph's even more unsure then I am. But the thing is- I don't know how unsure I really am. Because, really what other option do I have? Go to Prescott? Pick up and just go across the entire country? The idea sounds so ridiculous when I say it out loud. No one really thinks I'm going to do it, and I'm starting to believe it as well. I just want this all to be over, and everything to be planned out.
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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2007|06:41 pm]


:-) I miss this.
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(no subject) [Mar. 1st, 2007|09:11 pm]
[I'm feeling rather |lethargiclethargic]

I feel like motivation, from here on out is over with. I've completely lost it. Unless I hold a match to my butt, nothing will get done.

I'm slowly but surely running out of money- and I have no idea how come.

Everything in the world is coming up within the next few months. This weekend I'm hopefully going on a lovely trip with my lovely best friend. The 8th is REGIONALS, that I won't win, because I've only successfully memorized the first page. The 16th is Chris's 21st Birthday Extravaganza we're going to see Explosions in the Sky (again!) Which will be fun. THE FOLLOWING WEEKEND, I WILL BE SPENDING IN AMHERST COUNTY SOAKING UP THE SWEET BRIAR GOODNESS. I SHOULD RECEIVE A LETTER FROM SWEET BRIAR TELLING ME HOW MUCH THEY LOVE ME WITHIN THE WEEK. Or a letter telling me my real future is in Arizona. Either way, I should get it this month. Then jonny's 20th birthday, SAN DIEGO, then steph's 18th, then PROM, then graduation. It's like a little time line I've made for myself. Where is my motivation, that is the real question.

Oh my.

Now, my world literature paper takes precedence. Mainly because it's only 600 words right now. And needs to be about 40584098504985 times that. :-)
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(no subject) [Nov. 19th, 2006|11:18 pm]
I think I understand for the first time.

I'm listening to my hermit crabs.

The Wii is probably the coolest thing I've ever seen.

I'm so fucking lost.


ps. karl, i'm going to murder you if you don't answer my phone call.
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(no subject) [Oct. 22nd, 2006|11:45 am]
I have had an incredible weekend. Probably the best. The restaurant was amazing. Everyone I love was there (minus a few :-( ) and everyone had fun, and enojoyed themselves, and no one complained about the price, which is a first.

Yesterday we went to Norfolk to see "SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE". We managed to keep ourselves occupied for 6 hours beforehand. I cannot imagine having other friends. My god. I'm so blessed.

(And to be honest, the best is yet to come. There's more.)
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(no subject) [Oct. 16th, 2006|04:38 pm]
Mmm. This weekend my birthday extravaganza will take place. :-)

I'm in a delightful mood. I've completely most of my work for the day, and it's beautiful. I love fall. It's cold enough to wear sweaters and legwarmers.

I'm going to Norfolk this weekend to see SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE. I am probably more excited then Jeff or Steph is.

Brian informed us that we could go to San Diego for Spring Break. I'm pretty stoked about that too.

Oh man.
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