||[Mar. 1st, 2007|09:11 pm]
|[||I'm feeling rather
I feel like motivation, from here on out is over with. I've completely lost it. Unless I hold a match to my butt, nothing will get done.
I'm slowly but surely running out of money- and I have no idea how come.
Everything in the world is coming up within the next few months. This weekend I'm hopefully going on a lovely trip with my lovely best friend. The 8th is REGIONALS, that I won't win, because I've only successfully memorized the first page. The 16th is Chris's 21st Birthday Extravaganza we're going to see Explosions in the Sky (again!) Which will be fun. THE FOLLOWING WEEKEND, I WILL BE SPENDING IN AMHERST COUNTY SOAKING UP THE SWEET BRIAR GOODNESS. I SHOULD RECEIVE A LETTER FROM SWEET BRIAR TELLING ME HOW MUCH THEY LOVE ME WITHIN THE WEEK. Or a letter telling me my real future is in Arizona. Either way, I should get it this month. Then jonny's 20th birthday, SAN DIEGO, then steph's 18th, then PROM, then graduation. It's like a little time line I've made for myself. Where is my motivation, that is the real question.
Now, my world literature paper takes precedence. Mainly because it's only 600 words right now. And needs to be about 40584098504985 times that. :-)